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Saturday, October 25th, 2025 21:29
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This is my new fandom journal, I imported the old one from lj sans comments as the import was buggy. At some point I'll weed through the entries and make the fic and other fandom bits public but it's been a hell of a couple of years year, so it might take a while. Meantime there's not much to see here, but try my tumblr or twitter.

Yuletide letter

Saturday, October 21st, 2023 16:57
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Happy yuletide, thanks for offering one of my tiny fandoms. Hopefully these prompts and likes are helpful, but honestly I'll be thrilled with anything at all for my fandoms. Please don't think I want any of these more because a section maybe longer or shorter, I promise that while my love for my faves may be equal, it's my ability to come up with prompts that is somewhat more variable. When it comes to smut fic so long as it's not one of my listed DNWs then I'm pretty much open to anything, so feel free to go wild.

I'm illudio on AO3 and my account's set to receive gifts.

General likes

Getting together fics, enemies to lovers, antagonists forced to work together, hurt/comfort, messy and complicated relationships, urban fantasy, secret lovers, D/s, fantasy au's (character is secretly a werewolf/vampire/witch etc.) pre canon backstories, post canon fixit or what happens next,

For sex/kink fics I love rough sex, praise kink, dirty talk, humiliation, restraints, dubcon, power struggles (physical or psychological )

DNW

Mentions of covid 19, requested characters written as trans or asexual (I'm fine with any gender or sexual identities for other characters) death of requested characters, serious sick fic (mild temporary illness like flu fine, but long term serious illness such as cancer not fine), christmas fic, setting change au's, in A/B/O fic omegas with dual genitalia, pregnancy (breeding kink more than fine, just no actual pregnancy or baby), lactation, feederism, scat, vomit. Unrequested ships for requested characters.

Two Weeks To Live )

Avarya )

Kiss of Life )

Billy the Kid and the Green Baize Vampire )

Coronation Street )


Above all don't feel hemmed in by these ideas, if you've got an idea of your own for my favourites then go for it, hopefully you'll have as much fun creating as I will reading your creation. Hope you have a great yuletide.

Tuesday, June 13th, 2023 18:17
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In Public - Victim Consented But Was Unaware That It Would Be Public A/B/O - Artificially Induced Heat/Rut Former Aggressor and Former Victim Trapped Alone Together Aggressor Believes Victim Enjoyed it Despite Evidence Otherwise Shaving the Victim's Genitals
Noncon Body Mod - Branding Victim Accidentally Compels Love Interest to Dub/Noncon Them Aggressor Feels Guilty Do As Your Monarch Commands You Victim Forced to Penetrate Aggressor
Motive - Dub/Noncon for Science Captivity - Sex Slavery Victim Doesn't Know What They're Consenting To Escalation - Starts as "Innocent" Groping Victim Forced Into Opulent Clothing/Lingerie
Victim Forced to Choose Which Hole Gets Dub/Nonconned Multiple Victims - Established Couple Forced to Perform for Audience Amnestic Victim Finds Recording Afterward Nipple Piercings Aggressor Takes Advantage of Helpless Victim
Aggressor wears leather gloves during Dub/Noncon Dub/Noncon Sexual Relationship Leads to Feelings Temperature Play Alien Breeding Their Captive Human Pet(s) Victim's Body Is Altered To Be Better Able To Sexually Pleasure Aggressor

Nonconathon

Sunday, July 24th, 2022 01:36
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Life has been a complete trashfire the last couple of weeks. I was visiting my dad for the first time since the world went to hell with covid when I got a call that my mum had taken sick, so had to cut my trip short and fly back. Then just when she got she got the all clear dad wound up in hospital and I had to fly back to him. Thankfully they're both fine (my bank balance not so much) but I'm a wreck, my body has no idea what time zone I'm in, and I've a shit load of work to catch up on.

So imagine my joy when I received not one, not two, but three absolutely fabulous fics for nonconathon. They're all amazing, made for a real bright spot that I needed right now.

Bought and Sold (5912 words) by Anonymous
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Red Hood and the Outlaws (Comics), Nightwing (Comics), Batman (Comics), DCU (Comics)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Rape/Non-Con
Relationships: Dick Grayson/Jason Todd
Characters: Dick Grayson, Jason Todd
Additional Tags: Sexual Slavery, Collars, Chains, Gags, Sensory Deprivation, Blindfolds, Puppy Play, Slave auction, Impact Play, Asshole Spanking, Begging, Praise Kink, Punishment, Humiliation, Exhibitionism, Vibrators, Heavy BDSM, Non-Consensual Bondage, Non-Consensual Groping, Non-Consensual BDSM, Belting, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Overstimulation, Mind Break, Dick Grayson is Nightwing, Jason Todd is Red Hood, Anal Fingering, Barebacking, Coming Untouched, Cock Cages, Dildos, Brother/Brother Incest, Incest Kink, Power Imbalance, Sadist Dick Grayson, Face Slapping, Dehumanization
Summary:

Jason’s brain flashes back to how he was caught. The motherfucker who arrested him and put him in this predicament to be auctioned and sold as a new slave, the one who sported a bright smile and muscles rippling underneath a black suit and a bluebird looking vibrant on his chest, turned Jason’s weakness against him until the vigilante had him pinned, helmet smashed and weapons disarmed, Jason’s own gun shoved into his mouth.

 

Had enough yet, Hood? You have the right to remain silent.


Nightwing hands Red Hood over to the authorities, knowing he'll be sentenced to slavery. Once Jason is auctioned off Dick takes great pleasure in buying him and teaching him his new place.



Run, Little Wing, Run (6300 words) by Anonymous
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Batman (Comics), DCU (Comics), Teen Titans (Comics)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Rape/Non-Con, Underage
Relationships: Dick Grayson/Jason Todd
Characters: Dick Grayson, Jason Todd, Teen Titans (DCU)
Additional Tags: Psychological Torture, Public Sex, Public Humiliation, Public Claiming, Crying, Begging, Dom/sub Undertones, Chases, Punishment, Non-Consensual Spanking, Painful Sex, Barebacking, Ownership, Forced Masturbation, Dick Grayson is Nightwing, Jason Todd is Robin, Dark Dick Grayson, Dark!Titans, Forced Intimacy, Forced Orgasm, Forced Cohabitation, Stockholm Syndrome, Conditioning, Claiming Bites, Praise Kink, Overstimulation, Gaslighting, Non-Consensual Kissing, Pining
Summary:

“A game,” Dick says. “A test to see if you are worthy enough to work alongside us. The rules of the game are simple: you run, we chase. If you can find your way back to Gotham within two days without being caught, you win. But—if I catch you, you are mine.”

Jason swallows, unable to look away from Dick’s shimmering blue eyes.

“Run, little wing. Run.”


Dick makes a bet with Jason. If Jason can get away and make it back to the manor he'll get a reward, but if he's caught, he'll be publicly claimed by his captor. And Dick has no intention of playing fair.



Train You Up (3213 words) by Anonymous
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Batman - All Media Types
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Rape/Non-Con
Relationships: Roman Sionis/Jason Todd
Characters: Jason Todd, Roman Sionis
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - BDSM, Alternate Universe - No Capes, Dom Roman Sionis, Sub Jason Todd, Hurt Jason Todd, Degradation, Sadism, spitting in mouth, Caning, Restraints, Gags, Praise Kink, Rope Bondage, Collars, Spreader Bars, Cock Warming, Blow Jobs, Face-Fucking, Foot Jobs, Forced Orgasm, Hurt No Comfort
Summary:

Roman will never tire of breaking subs. He's one of the best trainers in the business, and though he's certainly rich enough to retire to an island somewhere, he wouldn't give up his work for the world.

Nonconathon Letter

Saturday, May 21st, 2022 22:23
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Dear mystery creator,

Hopefully these prompts and likes are helpful, but honestly I'll be thrilled with anything at all for my ships. Please don't think I want any of these more because a section maybe longer or shorter, I promise that while my love for my faves may be equal, it's my ability to come up with prompts that is somewhat more variable. When it comes to kink fic so long as it's not one of my listed DNWs then I'm pretty much open to anything, so feel free to go wild.

I'm illudio on AO3 and my account accepts gifts


DCU (Comics) )

Fast & Furious (Movies) )

Game of Thrones )

Heroes (TV 2006) )

Above all don't feel hemmed in by these ideas, if you've got an idea of your own for my favourites then go for it, hopefully you'll have as much fun creating as I will seeing or reading your creation
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Dear Chocolatier,

Hopefully these prompts and likes are helpful, but honestly I'll be thrilled with anything at all for my ships. Please don't think I want any of these more because a section maybe longer or shorter, I promise that while my love for my faves may be equal, it's my ability to come up with prompts that is somewhat more variable.

I'm illudio on AO3

General likes

Getting together fics, enemies to lovers, antagonists forced to work together, hurt/comfort, messy and complicated relationships, urban fantasy, secret lovers, D/s, fantasy au's (character is secretly a werewolf/vampire/witch etc.) pre canon backstories, post canon fixit or what happens next,

For sex/kink I love rough sex, praise kink, dirty talk, humiliation, restraints, dubcon, power struggles (physical or psychological )

Art likes

focus on hands or scars, mirroring of figures, abstract backgrounds, black and white images, costume porn, intimacy and trust depicted by touch, size differences, unusual framing. I'm not an artist myself, so don't really have the skills to talk style or medium, so please know I'll love anything featuring one of my ships

DNW

Mentions of covid 19, fatal medical issues or disease, requested characters written as trans or asexual (I'm fine with any gender or sexual identities for other characters) death of requested characters, unrequested ships for requested characters, setting change au's.

Art DNWs

Flashing images, emaciated figures

DCU comics )

Last Night In Soho )

Supernatural )

Fast & Furious Movies )

Game of Thrones )

Above all don't feel hemmed in by these ideas, if you've got an idea of your own for my favourites then go for it, hopefully you'll have as much fun creating as I will seeing or reading your creation.
illudio: three books in a pile next to a coffe cup and saucer, text says perfect afternoon (Coffee and books)
I finally made it all the way through the collection, and these are some of my favourites

All This Aggravation Ain't Satisfactioning Me (4671 words) by Anonymous
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Blackpool | Viva Blackpool (TV)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Peter Carlisle/Ripley Holden
Characters: Peter Carlisle, Ripley Holden
Additional Tags: Dancing and Singing, First Kiss, First Time, Drinking, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Canon, Bad Puns, Pining
Summary:

Natalie decides to try life on her own, Peter stays to work on another murder, and Ripley isn't ready to leave Blackpool, either.


This was my gift, although even if it hadn't been written for me I'd have been reccing it, as it's a fabulous take on two of my favourite characters, and if you don't know the show maybe you'll be tempted by Davids Tennant and Morrissey serenading each other with "these boots are made for walking"

Top Gun, Father Ted, Point Break, Murder She Wrote, Rivers Of London, Gunpowder Milkshake, Line Of Duty, Justified, Giri/Haji, New Tricks, Press Gang )

Yuletide letter

Saturday, October 23rd, 2021 17:39
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Happy yuletide, thanks for offering one of my tiny fandoms.

I'm illudio on AO3
General likes

Getting together fics, enemies to lovers, antagonists forced to work together, hurt/comfort, messy and complicated relationships, urban fantasy, secret lovers, D/s, fantasy au's (character is secretly a werewolf/vampire/witch etc.) pre canon backstories, post canon fixit or what happens next,

For sex/kink fics I love rough sex, praise kink, dirty talk, humiliation, restraints, dubcon, power struggles (physical or psychological )

DNW

Mentions of covid 19, fatal medical issues or disease, requested characters written as trans or asexual (I'm fine with any gender or sexual identities for other characters) death of requested characters, unrequested ships for requested characters, christmas fic, setting change au's.

Fandom Specific DNW

Ultraviolet - Vilification of Kirsty and Michael or Jack's relationship with her
Blackpool - Vilification of Natalie or her relationships with Peter or Ripley
The Expanse - Requested characters being the victim of sexual assault or rape
Gunpowder Milkshake - Requested characters being the victim of sexual assault or rape

Gunpowder Milkshake )

Ultraviolet )

The Expanse )

Blackpool )

Yuletide

Thursday, December 31st, 2020 17:39
illudio: three books in a pile next to a coffe cup and saucer, text says perfect afternoon (Coffee and books)
I got two wonderful yuletide gifts

The Dancing Stones (1363 words) by Anonymous
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Ancient British Stones (Anthropomorphic Stones), Undisclosed Fandom
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: The Merry Maidens (Boleigh)
Additional Tags: background F/F, Folklore, Don't Have to Know Canon, Transformation into Stone
Summary:

It is said that the stones still dance under the moonlight. But what does a stone think of, over the centuries?




Over the summer I came across the stories of The Longstone, and from there got caught up reading myths and lore about other ancient stones, like The Merry Maidens. When I nominated them as a fandom for yuletide I figured it was the longest if long shots, so was pleasantly surprised to see other people requesting it and beyond delighted to receive this fabulous story.

It takes the idea of the lore and weaves a wonderful story about the women lost to stone. A beautiful glimpse of their inner lives and the different ways they've coped through the years and how they all feel. It's an amazing take on the idea, and I am so happy it was written for me.

I Kissed A Boy (1362 words) by Anonymous
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Blackpool | Viva Blackpool (TV)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Peter Carlisle/Ripley Holden
Characters: Peter Carlisle, Ripley Holden
Additional Tags: First Kiss, Feelings Realization, silliness, Denial, Undercover as a Couple, Singing, Competitiveness, Yuletide Treat, Fluff
Summary:

Peter and Ripley discover some things about each other while Peter helps him assess a threat to his business interests.



If Ancient Stones were my new love, then Blackpool is most definitely amongst my oldest loves. This show has had a grip on my heart since I first watched it, and I go back to the dvds at least once a year as it never fails to make me happy.

Getting a treat for this fandom was a wonderful surprise, and this is a great take on canon mixed with some of my favourite tropes. It's a gloriously fun read, and the song chouce is just perfect.
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I'm working on a tender for an Australian firm, and while I'm very grateful for the work considering how the years going, it's completely fucking my sleep patterns, as I need to be up very early or very late to make online meetings, plus I'm trying to cover more shifts at the village shop as our usual volunteers are elderly and they're not safe to work at the moment.



I'm happy I got my yuletide signup in under the wire, now I just need to figure out how to nap more efficiently. Looking at my fitbit, my sleep patterns for the last month are basically WTF.
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Happy yuletide, thanks for offering one of my tiny fandoms.

General likes

Getting together fics, enemies to lovers, antagonists forced to work together, hurt/comfort, messy and complicated relationships, urban fantasy, secret lovers, D/s, fantasy au's (character is secretly a werewolf/vampire/witch etc.) pre canon backstories, post canon fixit or what happens next,

For sex/kink fics I love rough sex, praise kink, dirty talk, humiliation, restraints, dubcon, power struggles (physical or psychological )

DNW

Mentions of covid 19, and the current pandemic, requested characters written as trans or asexual (I'm fine with any gender or sexual identities for other characters) death of requested characters, christmas fic, setting change au's.

2Weeks To Live )

Ancient British Stones )

Blackpool )


Hope there's something here that helps, and that you have a great yuletide.

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